I think we may all be addicted to this madhouse. I've graduated, I have, and yet my days have gone by in a blur and I don't feel any less stressed out or like I've left the school at all. It isn't registering because for the past 2/3 weeks I have still been studying like mad for DELF (the french proficiency test) ok fine 'like mad' is kind of relative.
but to me, any studying is studying like mad already (but ok to be fair I gave up watching HP7 with friends to do my french homework and prepare the next day + i was always prepared with printed worksheets and prepped work for class) and it has been insane my days were not so much excitement. of course, 18th nov was the last prep lesson for the test and I was like whoa. so i'm free? (no. i'm not supposed to be, anyway)
I also told my mom I'm not going to Japan with them on the 26th because I'm such a retard. but I decided that going to a totally -insert word that means the language is like shoomz away from french- place so close to the test is pushing the toeing the line thing a little bit.
but my days are so fantastically dry and so is my closet. It's like a little place in my room that hasn't been touched save the jammies and school uniforms. but of course, scattered like bread crumbs in between I have had some fun
- talent vogue (this is slightly backdated 29/10/10 but wtv)
- graduation
- prom/fam
- omg at this point i realise i haven't done much
- oh right hcl o-levels.
but ok I will add more to this list when I think of stuff.
talent vogue was cool I had so much fun preparing for it and testing my guts (which had disappeared/are still non-existent) performing for the first and last time in rgs on my own, and the first time since I did star of the month (haha mini talent gig yo) in primary with claudia in primary 2. or 3?
idk the days are just breezing by in a breezy.. time warp thing.
and I remember having to drown in chinese and then french in a single day while preparing for higher chinese Os and not wanting to slack too much for french but at that point of time I listened to more of those 2 languages in a day than english and I wanted to die but anytime I used english I felt guilty. like right now, peut-être je devrais ecrire cet blog en français? (that was probably grammatically terrible too, I'm really sorry to whoever actually knows french who's reading this and cringing)
which reminds me
6. taking the entrance to h2 french for fun.
hahaha moment of sheer inspiration. I have absolutely zero intention of taking french up as an a-level subject and then jeopardizing my grades even further but I was curious.. and so I decided to take the test, which turned out to not be as bad as I thought and it was fun because I knew the results did not matter.
and now I wonder if I am addicted to test taking even though it fucks screws with my brain so much. along with my sanity. or maybe I've been brainwashed by the system and I am so kiasu I can't even help it. O levels for both french and hcl and then delf and SATs as well. and the unnecessary h2. but ok la wtv I have nothing else to do with my brain..
and now tuition has started. (this post is starting to seem extremely incoherent but I do think there's some form of a link anybuddy following? or still reading?)
but ok whatever now I put peetures down here for you to look at to thank u for reading (or if you skipped i don't like u).
life's good.
