I’ve been feeling really pensive lately, especially late at night when the bustle of school life is gone and I’m left alone at home to think.
School’s been great but it’s also really tiring; it’s not exactly natural for someone like me to do work but I’ve been feeling the (good kind of) peer pressure. Everyone around me is really hardworking and it pushes me to want to do better; do my homework, read my notes.
I just hope I can keep it up, because it’s already really tiring and this is only the beginning.
It’s a totally new environment right now, and the people are different. I’ve been missing the familiarity of old friends; at some point in the last week I was pretty down because it felt like there was no one I could talk to or ever be friends with.
Then I realised that I was trying so hard to look for what I had in the friendships that were built over time. So, I will be optimistic because things only go up from here. :)
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