Hey Mr Bartender

mix me a drink, I really need something to tell me it's

okay not to think.

seriously, it never occurred to me that I should be revising for the philosophy paper tomorrow till joey told me that fail philo = retain. and HELL, I do not want to retain. It'd be such a lame thing. oh wow there are so many things I wanted to talk about but as soon as I get on this blogger thing it all goes poof out the window!

but okay, the other day I was telling jean how my shortsightedness felt like I was seeing the world through beautiful high aperture lenses, where close things are so sharp and everything else is blurred beautifully. I also have a habit of removing my glasses in school (haha I actually had to ask rachael and jaslyn to identify themselves today when they said bye) and walking around half blind, but I'm o.k. with that. but see, would it not be absolutely splendid to view the world through cool lenses?

I think boy boy is so cute here. haha, photogenic little tyke.

I am proud of my ling-longs.

i do not know why, but i like this. it makes zero sense.

now see, if I really could see that little air freshening bottle in the car on the dashboard like that every morning it'd be beautiful. it's always been a piece of background until I saw this shot and I'm like wow.

glasses coming off.

So you see, I've been in this state of I-have-no-idea-how-to-feel-ness -ALEXYTHIMIA- but anyway, haven't been feeling the stress from exams even though social studies has passed, and chinese this morning. most of french is over, and tomorrow I've got the french prelim papers. I really hope I do o.k.

Hopefully the exam spirit is creeping back slowly into me (though I assure you it is not pleasant at all), but it keeps me going. I have spent the past weekend shopping (like I always say: zero sense of self preservation), as well as teacher's day. I did not get anything for my teachers this year and it is not that I do not care about them, once again it has slipped my brain and although you might say it's not a fair reason and it's lame (actually I agree,) but I really do appreciate many of my teachers a lot!

I'm coming to appreciate people more and more and more and I love the world so much. Everyone around me is incredible and spectacular and I learn from everyone every day and and and right now, I feel extremely blessed because I have been getting by happily, and in more comfort than many others (screw you if you think this is me being politically correct), in love with life right now.

(right now as in at 11:52pm Thursday night, in waiting for tomorrow's philosophy paper)

honestly though.

k lemme spam pictures taken with my funky canon ef 50mm/1.8 lenses. I don't think I'd like 50mm eyes, seeing everything so big is a little blegh.

so, yesterday, my mom, sis and I went out for (for what, actually?) a while. haha. I think I just wanted to get out of the house, there's nothing wrong, but I really did not feel like studying. and I think we all needed a break (stress tension in the house yo) so we went shopping/walking/tea-drinking at takashimaya.

aww.

mirrors beside us. how could we resist? that little two fingered thing is my sis' hand.

egg restaurant we chanced upon a few days back! this is the menu, filled with everything eggy. awesomeness, really.

alright, I realise this post is getting a little bit long, it is okay for you to just pause right here and take a breather, have a cuppa, go pee, look out the window at distant green things. you might even want to stop reading, but wait-

The other day, like 2 days ago, Tuesday. We pulled out our old pokémon season 1 vcds and watched it. Episode 1. It makes me so nostalgic, and as a result we dug up our old nintendo 64 with the bigass pokémon stadium cartridge, and that's really one of the things preventing me from productivity as well.

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full arsenal of mini-games to keep me occupied for evermore.

yeah.